No October BFP either...

AF showed on Monday 2 days late...

I'm ok if I'm not going to be pregnant, I just wish I weren't late so I have a glimmer of hope that maybe this is finally our month..

I'm so sick of watching people having babies and doing drugs or getting a divorce. Josh and I are as happy as we've ever been and have more love then we know what to do with. We just want to be able to share our lives and love with a little one of our own.

On the upside, the Doctor agreed that we should do some other testing before we move on to make sure that my follicle growth and ovulation is the only issue. When we go back in December/January (Depending on our holiday schedule) She will be ordering an HSG test. Basically it will be a real time xray to see if my tubes are blocked. Here's hoping that all is well..

xoxo
Me...

No September BFP..

AF showed on the 19th. I was a little disappointed but that's to be expected.

Josh and I have decided to just have some fun being us for a while and maybe, If we are lucky, We will end up pregnant.

I got a job at the exchange and I start tomorrow and I also decided to start selling Pure Romance. So that should keep me pretty busy.

I did however decide to go to the Dr and demand she check some other things out while we are taking a break from the Clomid. I want to be sure there is nothing else wrong before I waste all of our Clomid cycles for the year.

That's it for now
XoXo

Not sure what to title this.

And I'm not sure if anyone is even reading these...

But last months ultrasound didn't go so well. No growth at all that she could tell. She suggested a 4 month break with no meds but the metformin. She wants me to drop more weight (I'm down 15 lbs in 3 months!) Whatver, Josh and I still Baby Danced this month and now I am 3 days late with no sign of AF showing.. And I'm to scared to test..

Ultrasound tomorrow...

Tomorrow I go in to have my midcylce ultrasound to check the follice growth. We are hoping that the uped dosage of Clomid will bring on bigger stronger follicles. Wish me luck :)

Not this month..

Oh well. Af showed Monday Morning. At first I thought it was just spotting but by the end of the night was AF at full force.

Friday I start 150 mg of Clomid, (Round 3) and next friday I go in for the ultrasound. We are hoping to see an improvement in follicle growth so I can trigger that day.

I am finally able to take 1000mg of the Metformin without wanting to puke my guts out so that's good.

I was a little down about not getting pregnant this month but, I know in good time that we will be blessed with a beautiful little angel to love.

Here's to a new cycle and hopefully a May Baby (Our family doesn't have any May birthdays)

Got my hCG shot Tuesday

And if it did what it should have, then today was ovulation. We baby danced on Mon & Today and will try for twice more this week. I just want to be sure. Then begins the longest 2 weeks of my life. Knowing that we actually have a good chance this month. I don't know how I am going to keep myself from going crazy or over analyzing every little thing that could be mistaken for a symptom.

Fingers crossed and God willing, I am hoping for a August 19th Positive

Clomid Round 2 Update

Today was my ultrasound. I responded to the uped dosage of clomid! There was only one good follicle thought so if we don't get pregnant this time, they will up the dosage for next time. It was still 4mm smaller then what they'd like but the Dr said if it grows at the normal rate, then it would be ready on Tuesday. So Tuesday I will go in and get the trigger shot and cross our fingers that Josh's boys don't get lost on the way :)