The day before my HSG, I got a call saying their machine went down and they weren't able to preform the test. But since I took the Clomid this cycle, I had to go in to check for follicle growth.
It seems like everyone in Naples is pregnant but me. There were so many pregnant women in the waiting room this morning. But what else would you expect from an OB office?
Anyway, I get taken back and am told the doctor is running a little behind and will be in shortly so I put my ipod back on and try to relax. That damn Kellie Coffey song "I Would Die For That" comes on. (If you don't know it, it is about the struggles of TTC) I start crying like I always do when I hear it. Of course just then the Dr would walk in right?
So, she asks if I am Ok and I just kept crying and told her how sick I am of trying everything we can (Naples is very limited on fertility treatment) with no luck and how I feel like I am losing faith that it will ever happen for us. She said she understood my frustrations and she is sorry she can't be more help for me. She told me she would understand if I didn't want to have the ultrasound done. But with me being a "What If?" type of person, I knew I had to do it.
Long story short, there was a follicle there but it was only 12mm. Before she will trigger she'd like to see it be at least 18mm. So I am going back in on Thursday to be rechecked and Josh is finally able to go to an appointment with me so we will be talking to the Dr to figure out what our next step is. We both feel that we shouldn't take anymore Clomid without having the HSG done. Because what good would ovulation do if my tubes are blocked?
xoxo
-Me
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